We are on vacation at my in laws housein BM. A planned holiday a few months back. It was supposed to get me rest and unwind after a year of hectic work schedule. Also because his cousin is back from overseas with her kid for vacation.
I dont know if I have social problem or was it her that have a bad impression of me from him all these while. She says that been with me the last 2 days brings her suspend at times. I dont like people to judge me this way.
7All these while, I feel like telling her my side of the story. My side of the story of what happen many years ago. I wanna tell her, I am not the bad guy. I dont deserve to be treated this way. What have I done wrong to deserve this.
I feel depress. I wanna hurt myself to take the pain away. I cannot control myself. I wanna release my anger, my tension.
